Penny’s Blog

Entering Normal city limits

Posted on: May 14, 2009

It’s been almost a month since my last post. No news is good news.

My hair looks less like duck fuzz and more like adult human hair. People comment daily on how fast it’s growing, and everyone has a different guess as to what color it is—blonde, grey, brown, “reminiscent of red,” platinum, striped, etc.

I’ve had some pleasant surprises lately to remind me that the low-level functioning to which I’d become accustomed is not permanent:

  • Two weekends ago when on a tour with some friends, I saw that one of the tour guides looked familiar.  Within a few minutes I correctly remembered where I’d met him (volunteering at an event a year ago), the subject of a book he’d told me about when we were volunteering together, and even his NAME.   I was so amazed and excited at this feat of memory that I had to go grab one of my friends and tell her about it.
  • A couple of times in the past week I’ve come home from work or errands and prepared for my customary post-exertion collapse, only to realize that I didn’t need to collapse—the energy reservoirs were not totally drained.  And I didn’t quite know what to do with myself.  This is still a new development and I can’t yet rely on the energy consistently being there*, but now I’ve had a taste of what life might be like in the not-too-distant future. The time will come when I can make plans again, and can expect to do more than just endure each day’s activities.

*I’m reminded of the sign outside OWASA [the water utility], which currently reads:

Water supplies are at 100% of their capacity. PLEASE CONSERVE.

My first post-treatment PET scan and follow-up with the oncologist are in two weeks. I expect I’ll start to get a little anxious as the appointments approach.  I think I’m better, but *what if* the PET scan or the blood test show that something lymphoma-y is still going on inside me?  This morning I went in for a repeat Panorex (panoramic X-ray of my mouth). The technician showed me the image, but apart from the teeth I couldn’t differentiate anything among all the blobby shadows on the screen. I’ll have to wait until the oncology appointment to get an interpretation about whether it looks like my jaw is healing or has gotten worse.

On a final note, Sole Sisters has continued to be a source of positive, forward momentum for me.  Although I no longer expect to run any of the 5K race next month, I do feel confident I can walk it at a respectable pace.  (And after my low-energy early spring, I’m actually pretty impressed that I can walk 5K.) Our team hopes to raise $10,000 for breast cancer research, education, screening and treatment. If you’d like to make a donation to support my team’s goal, please go to my participant page.

Thanks, everyone, for your love, support and head rubs.

UPDATE 5/20/2009:  Thank you to those of you who made donations in support of the Komen Foundation and helped me exceed my $150 goal! I appreciate your financial and moral support.

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1 Response to "Entering Normal city limits"

Hey there! You look great! It was nice seeing you for dinner, and your new hairstyle is very cute.

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